ahbao_shanyi

2010-08-19T13:56:00.000-07:00

today is so long since the last time i blog i really very sad cause ever since my gal mix a person she start to change le i don know how to say just feel tat she has change lol i now may be drank le or wat i don know just feel very pain inside my heart i keep on thinking and thinking and stress till i cannot sleep does any one really understand me i very very sad i want to cry le she nowstay with the person lol i really don know lol the person last time say don like her than now stay so close with her i really scare tat s will lost her but she know ma the gal say her than also do the same thing i really hope tat can be as sweet as last time lol but now so diffence lol i stress till now feel like i want to go 100percent drank lol can any one under stand. today also not i don let her go ecp but in the end become my fault i want to go drank but why only half half only i really feel like being cut the same person who tell me the same thing and the same person who tell her a diffence thing i can say tat i am self fish but i want to see her sms is because i want to sleep yesterday she lock her phone and i can't see her phone i feel so stress la i thinking tat maybe my lillness coming back le i getting depress day by day i just want to say i really love her alot alot alot i some time feel like hurting my self is not i want de just suddenly cannot control i really hate my self no matter ppl have read not i just want to write a place tat i can rem all my pain tat all i think her feeling start to fade le i very scare cause i don want to lost her byebye reader

2010-06-29T15:03:00.000-07:00

hi all wan neng bao is here to blog currently having new life new gf and every thing new hope can forget about the past good luck every one shan yi rockz

2010-05-25T11:23:00.000-07:00

today is 26 05 2010 i work as a asistant chef for like 2 week le wow start to learn alot alot of thing lol so good must keep on le

2010-05-23T11:19:00.000-07:00

sian lol
today off work wow work so mess up lol keep thinking of the gal tat i should not think lol wow i cannot take it le if like tat go on i think i will haeng de lol so tiring take care all shan yi ppl i try help you all find ppl for the thing

2010-05-16T10:06:00.000-07:00

all hahas i now work as asistant chef lol i think no time to go shan yi for the time being all shan yi ppl take care i now every day work till 11 in the night than no off some i think no time to go shi guan le so all shan yi ppl take care ba

2010-05-04T03:17:00.000-07:00

yo wan neng bao is back to blog le hahahas long time no see to every one never see all for long time ba may be why all never tag me for so long lol oh and tell all every thing is over le my every thing is over le no more feeling le hope can forget soon ba now going to find a better job working hour too long lol than pay like wat like tat wow one day 12 hour lol so sian tag me more lei all thanks you

2010-04-14T18:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday got ppl keep calling me daddy i very sian lol
so stress lol

2010-04-13T07:12:00.000-07:00

today is 13/04/2010 now is 2213hr today i go out with her i very happy lol first time see her one day smile so many time i so happy lol i just feel tat as long as she is happy my world was flying around lol ever if me and her is not possible i will wait till my feeling totally fade lol but tat like don no how long lol if one day she no longer contact me than i think i sad till die lol haix hope she can faster accept may be wat i do for her is not enough yet i think i can do more for her i really really want to melt her very much see her sad i will also feel sad but i always hind my feeling lol cause if we both sad than who to cheer her up lol haix hope to be with her lol
really love you lot lot if got one day you got see it to my princess

from
shanyi wan neng bao
2224 hr

2010-04-07T04:07:00.000-07:00

now is 07102010 i am very confuse by all the relation ship de thing don know think too much or wat got one gal tell me say she feel insecure but i don know may be is my fault lol never give her the feel of secure lol

2010-04-06T23:46:00.000-07:00

hi today is 07/04/2010 at jia wei house si bei sian come in de sel only

2010-03-28T13:59:00.000-07:00

hi long time never blog le hahahas today whole night never sleep cause scare cannot wake up to meet some one lol don want to let her wait also plus too hungry cannot sleep hahahas luckly i got my sister fen lol or sure hungry like don know wat like tat lol hahahas plus today i think i got 1 month plus never see my sai kia max le don know he how le scare he kena bully lol he is always the one the who give me the most problem he is the who give me my worry but never see this sai kia still uneasy cause scare he tio bully scare he get into problemm no ppl help also may be alittle bit miss him but hope he can contact me asap hope after all this he will grow up as for the other 3 they are growing good job for them

shot post for today ba donno wat more to say
shanyi wan neng bao
29/03/2010
0515

2010-03-07T08:54:00.000-08:00

hi everyone i am back hahahas just come back from swimming tat all

2010-01-13T02:39:00.000-08:00

today is 13/01/10 1900 today is just nice 3 day after the fight now still a bit guilty i has keep on feeling guilty after the fight cause that guy let me hit till his blood come out than i have never been on a fight for a very long time than like very very guilty lol. every time i think of the incident i will feel very angry lol but when after i cool down le feel guilty back lol
i fight with him tat time i never use my leg and never started to use my every combo move but see the person tio hit till like tat i still very guilty but i must try to forgot every thing to forcus on my career now now i feel a job tat i want and finally found wat i want my life and every thing including my goal and every thing i dream of how i hope tat can do tat all in a very shot time but take year to get every thing done lol

that day got one miss ask me still got xing come shan yi anot actually i got cause i will never quit guan unless one day ah leng say he want to kick me lol cause shan yi is the place when me and my destiny fated to be i will never leave this place if life can always stay the same that will be great le

ok going off soon cause need to go back to work or later boss scold me scare scare lol hahahahas

from ah bao shan yi
shan yi wan neng bao

2009-12-24T14:10:00.000-08:00

today is 25/12/09 i really feel tat alot of thing happen today finally i see ricky stand on his gound and become no fear cause he can fight a guy tat they say can 1 on 3 but he remove all his fear in just a match may be to other ppl is a draw or may be ricky has lost the fight but to me he has won a wonderful battle in my eyes he can go till like tat in just a while i am really inpress by see and this is wat i expect from them really he did a nice job

and to day the bbq actually is quite sucess lol there may be some fight and querral but still enjoy it to day i see some thing in all my diciple eyes they show me tat they really want to learn which i also feel happy i belives they can do it than go grand link got other thing happen again lol but they are ok le ba

ok shan yi next training is on the sat hope can faster get they all train up to perform for the new year so that at least i can relax abit or i think new year i die i think i have to get my self silm down so that they can support my weight lol

lol i today tio scold for nothing lol may be i got wrong also lol but the diciple thing also not i start first want lol kena say by her sign .............so sad but never mind ba she also don no any thing

but i don know wat is wrong to say out the true to uncle leng lol i don like ppl tell lie to me than i go and tell infront of all my xiao hai zi than am i teaching them to tell lie to me next time i say i hate ppl to lie to me than i go help ppl tell lie like very wat lol i try to say out the very true i hope peiwen ,huifen ally, larry,and ah hao can under stand wat am i trying to do lol cause i don want any ppl to think tat be cause i want to sabo ppl than tell him the true lol really you all under stand

by shan yi
wan neng bao

2009-12-23T12:30:00.000-08:00

today is 24/12/09 today is the first time i feel so unbearable de sad cause got ppl do some thing right in front of me which make me so heart pain i really feel tat i am very less this is the first i have this feeling for my self i really cannot let them carry on to be like this i don know why suddenly i feel that all my xiao hai zi refuse to listen to me ask them don steal thing they go steal thing than kena catch some more than now shermin and jia jia give me ever more problem why they like to do things tat i ask them why are they start to becoming like that i really don under stand which make feel more and more stress

than ask they all to train they go and come late i really don know wat to do lol i feel tat my life is mess up stressfull don know wat to do in life really at a lost of every thing don know wat is there still left for me to help them change my way of life is missing no more confident in my self friend getting far a part lol

2009-12-22T10:58:00.000-08:00

this few day alot of thing has happen tat make me feel very stress up wat the lol so stress don know how to teach all this xiao hai zi lol

2009-12-19T14:32:00.000-08:00

hahahas poh zhu just help me to add my tag broad le hahahas

2009-12-18T09:51:00.000-08:00

now is 19/12/09 time is 0200hours just come back from chu shi at bukit batok today is really a mess up day lol so stress just want to let all the xiao hai zi got more money only in the end be come like that like so wat lol i also don know wat to say tio scold like don know wat like that the ah bee also find one day sure give him one time good one just now really feel like wacking him never mind i get my vent of angry one day just see but now like very sian lol

they say my blog so pain actually also don know wat to do and wat to put oh ya want to conduct my thai training soon le see when is the date only hahahahas don know my brother come teach me wat will be come of them the training i also no kid want lol but scare they cannot take it lol
than some more max so wake hope he can bear though the whole thing be came one tough person but from the way i see is quite hard lol is time to train up my self or i think alot of thing i can't settle lol today clay also don know wat happen to her so fire lol just now bang the table at most let her scare to dead lol i think i got heart attack i die le now cannot ever finish my blog liao

hahahas hui fen today still see normal lol but she no bus go back liao lol hahahahahahas
ok going off le hope can update photo soon no place to up date so sad

2009-12-17T14:57:00.000-08:00

today date 18/12/09 time is 0700 i just come back from osias86 with hui fen to her house and her sister also though i am quite tire now i am very happy cause the miss ally finally talk to me this lonely lol some time i feel that his is not around now and may get along better lol

i want to training yesterday with all my xiao hai zi lol and so surpise lol they can play dragon till so well lol they are performent actually not bad lol today lol today i see he and she come in shi huan together i was like wth lol don not why just like don feel like talking to them but in end bo pian cause can't get angry with her for long don know why but just some time feel that she is abit change in some reason may be is i too sensitive le ba or i care too much i am just hope at least can be friend with her ever if not for life but hope at least for now.

after that i when to amk with they all and ah leng he treat we makan ah leng is alway so nice but cannot stand his nagging i think no one in this world can stand it lol but he is alway nice as long as he don nag lol

after that when shan hua drink with hui fen, yun xuan ,ah leng some time feel that ah leng is too hard core in beer le just to drink him a bit only 3 tower gone lol today is abit high le just high like don no wat like that lol luckly got ppl send us here or i think die liao

2009-12-16T23:54:00.000-08:00

yesterday is 16/12/09 after i wake up from my sleep at home went down to shi guan in a very down mood and donno why suddently have this kind of feeling may be is friend getting lesser and lesser that why ba.

i chu shi with terry,youjin,max,raymond,ricky and bishan boy they all
and hui fen never chu is kind of sad but although i got chu with they all but my heart is don want to chu de for all i think is help uncle leng train up his ppl that all than don need go sai guan for a while le but no one since to under stand me in a way all she think is i still childish but though i know ever if i leave shi guan to every one does not make a differce but at least they got some skill never mind ba.

i try not to treat gal so good but some time i am still hurt may be just get abit of distance is good for me and her may be some time i think i get jeolous i don no is i like her or she is very important to me i really not sure i am kind of confuse really wanted some room of breath to make a better me
ever since he and she know each other i am getting futher and futher away i think she one day will leave me and never find ever again cause i am not important to her and kind of sad lol
my best friend is no longer my cause i not her close friend any more and i know for now i am a person who can easily be replace by other friend no matter how good i try to treat her i just don no wat am i doing forget it ba

after training i suddenlly have a rage of fire in my heart is it because my thing start to get closer and closer but donno why in some way is just so fire up wanted to hit some one but would not
find a person really lost want to find some to talk she is not longer with me any more lol
and i started to train the dragon and half way max and youjin go already i really stress up than started to train again but the dragon was like shit really donno wat to say any more
and i start shouting want punch ppl at that time too bad the one who shout back is she if got other ppl who shout back may be a good thing lol i know now why ah lee can be so stressful when he take over shan yi that time is wat we promise to wait for him at shan yi till he is back though a lot of ppl cannot do it but i think i have on my way to finish wat i promise

ok update later ba the rest
by shan yi
wan neng bao

2009-12-15T03:55:00.000-08:00

today we just come back from max chalet and oh my god be 4 tat so many funny thing happen lols.
but very unlucky tio scolding from hui fen for nothing make me so sad lol she just call me and say he and he and he than never say properly than don understand wat she tio scold make me like a idiot lols. but never mind ba who ask i just wake up omg so unlucky sign.........!!!!

today also quite happening lol morning see ppl start do stupid stupid thing just because they are drank
see ppl urine in the bed room
see ppl vomit on the bed
see ppl find problem lols
don know they drink till so drank for wat also lols
than after that i still need to help two xiao mei mei buy lolipop for them to eat but actually help them do thing some time i also feel quite happy lol
at least ppl know is cause i got help them be4 not because ppl dislike me lol

but i also don know why recently start to get futher and futher away for my good friend hui fen
lol she now also sms me le every time only got thing to ask me do than call me other than tat she also never find me de lol may be i have no more places in her good friend list any more i also don know may be is i think too much le lol but she last time go where some call me go now some time also don bother le like start to lost one good friend le

i got abit sad lol also because larry say i singing like hell lol
at first i thought he say it for real lol than i dam sad la no ppl like tat say be4
lol i all along thought my singing was still find de than suddently got ppl like tat say i like cannot take it lol than start to emo le than after tat than i know was just kidding lol
all most cannot take it but never mind after all is a joke never mind ba stop here i am new to blogging so if any thing no correct pls don laughat me hahahas bye bye tat all for today

by shanyi
wan neng bao

2009-12-13T19:57:00.000-08:00

today is max birthday i going to have fun disturbing today sure let him think of this every day be4 he sleep let wait and him hahahahas lol so lame may be i going to enjoy toture him cause need to start training him to be brave le ba cannot let him to continue to be like this must train him to be a very good man. so sad he is still a boy now sign........... ok going off update soon hahahahs !!!!!!

by shanyi wan neng bao