today is so long since the last time i blog i really very sad cause ever since my gal mix a person she start to change le i don know how to say just feel tat she has change lol i now may be drank le or wat i don know just feel very pain inside my heart i keep on thinking and thinking and stress till i cannot sleep does any one really understand me i very very sad i want to cry le she nowstay with the person lol i really don know lol the person last time say don like her than now stay so close with her i really scare tat s will lost her but she know ma the gal say her than also do the same thing i really hope tat can be as sweet as last time lol but now so diffence lol i stress till now feel like i want to go 100percent drank lol can any one under stand. today also not i don let her go ecp but in the end become my fault i want to go drank but why only half half only i really feel like being cut the same person who tell me the same thing and the same person who tell her a diffence thing i can say tat i am self fish but i want to see her sms is because i want to sleep yesterday she lock her phone and i can't see her phone i feel so stress la i thinking tat maybe my lillness coming back le i getting depress day by day i just want to say i really love her alot alot alot i some time feel like hurting my self is not i want de just suddenly cannot control i really hate my self no matter ppl have read not i just want to write a place tat i can rem all my pain tat all i think her feeling start to fade le i very scare cause i don want to lost her byebye reader
The Power Of Courage
AH BAO ,
SHANYI is where I am fated to be for now
Slacker, Cheerful , Emo , Keesiao, Friendly , that’s all bout me
Born in the early of 1989, be there when ever ,close friend and brother need me
♥Cravings
-To Be Love
-Relationship With A Girl That I Love
-To Be Someone That Is Great
-ShanYi To Become Famous