.Wednesday, December 23, 2009 ' 12:30 PM Y
today is 24/12/09 today is the first time i feel so unbearable de sad cause got ppl do some thing right in front of me which make me so heart pain i really feel tat i am very less this is the first i have this feeling for my self i really cannot let them carry on to be like this i don know why suddenly i feel that all my xiao hai zi refuse to listen to me ask them don steal thing they go steal thing than kena catch some more than now shermin and jia jia give me ever more problem why they like to do things tat i ask them why are they start to becoming like that i really don under stand which make feel more and more stress
than ask they all to train they go and come late i really don know wat to do lol i feel tat my life is mess up stressfull don know wat to do in life really at a lost of every thing don know wat is there still left for me to help them change my way of life is missing no more confident in my self friend getting far a part lol